Buzznet: All Media by smilingontheinside

I Share A Heart With You.

smilingontheinside — 2008-09-03T12:54:59Z

Read The Sign. Obey.

smilingontheinside — 2008-09-03T12:32:19Z

Yes, that's right. Do What I want. I'll even write on the chalk board in case you didn't take notes. 'Walk This Way' is also the album name of this band called The White Tie Affair. Meeting them was cool, they seem pretty nice too. Don't tell me what to do. Fcuk Off.

Ohkay. Here We Go.

smilingontheinside — 2008-09-01T17:43:00Z

HAI KIDDIES!!!! IT'S THE FIST DAY OF CLASSES TOMORROW.
I'm gonna be honest with you, friend. I'm a little nervous. But if the kids don't like me, then (or so I'm told) It's their loss. I'm okay with it all. I'll just do what school is for. Learn. Not join the contest of 'Who Is The Coolest Person In The Whole 450 Kid Student Body'. Well, I've never actually been in that race, but I'm trying to say that I won't get sucked into it. FOSHO.

I like Buzznet. I gotta tell you, I like you all a lot. I like the amazing pictures and the interesting journals. I also like Buzzmob. **HINT**HINT**

Haha...That isn't really a link. I haven't mastered that on here yet. I will be posting photos soon, for those who even care to comment. I'm kidding, lately I've been getting comments and whatnot. I thank you for it. I really appreciate it! It means a lot to me. No I won't burst out into tears like Miss America. Sorry. I'm not really one of those girls who cry at appreciation. If you catch my drift.

Today I pictured William Beckett sitting in my drive way. He was sitting right in front of me. It was a mirage, because it's SO FCUKING HOT OUT. (I write fuck like that, okay? fcuk. I feel bad for swearing. I'll tell you when my censorship phase is over.) Could someone just tell the sun to SHUT THE FCUK UP? WE KNOW IT'S UP THERE. Or maybe get the clouds to block it more often? Or maybe tell Global Warming that it's ran it's course, and that no one cares?

Those are my opinions.

So. About this whole November 4th thing. I know you know what I mean. THE FALL OUT BOY ALBUM IS COMING OUT. YEAAA! Haha. I'm kidding, I mean election day. Obama is my homeboy. I mean it. Number 1 friend on Myspace. But then again, 'What's going to happen to the middle class???' High five to Grandpa-McCain over there.
(SORRY!)

I apologize for the rude things I'll be saying for the next few years that I'm on buzznet. I'm not sure dears, but I think it's our anniversery, or it's been our anniversery. I'll check and get hotel reservations. Haha.

I've written a lot, so I'll leave you with a lot to think about. I gotta sleep. I wake up for SCHOOL tomorrow.

have a nice day.

New New New York M-M-M-M-Mexico

smilingontheinside — 2008-08-28T18:47:00Z

CFOB mixtape.
CFOB mixtape.
CFOB mixtape.
It's subliminal messaging, and personally I have much respect for it. Everytime I hear the word 'new' I scream Administration, and you know what? I'm okay with that. I really love the mixtape though, Clinton Sparks is an interesting fellow.

I haven't posted pictures in a while, because I feel that writing 'blogs' mean more, but in all reality nobody reads them. With pictures, everyone sees the message, and gets it. I try to find things that mean something to me, but in this town there isn't much. And I have no access to a camera. So, I'm sorry.

I'm just putting this out there, but I feel like being a B.A. and making my smileys backwards. Thus:
Instead of: :) I shall have: (:
I know what your thinking. I'm pretty hardcore.

I'm going to a TAI concert soon. I'm super stoked. It's going to be in Clutch Cargos. That makes me even more happier. Sometimes people roam around the room when they play at venues like that, but I'm sure the Academy boys will be doing something worth while..hah.

I went school shopping. But I don't think Summer will ever end.

I got a new Clandestine hoodie. It's the old school red one. I love it, with my studded belt and phone hanging out of my pocket it makes me look like I have a cool job, even though my job requires no uniform.

I'm not going to be capitalizing my signature 'have a great day's'. That's how it's written. GET OVER IT. I know it never bothered you, but oh well...

AND THUS:

have a great day.

It's All A Matter Of Hate And Love

smilingontheinside — 2008-08-26T07:11:00Z

When it comes to four men, one band, and millions of followers. Yes, I'm talking about Fall Out Boy. Of course I'm talking about Fall Out Boy. I've been confused lately, Citizens For Our Betterment? Isn't that like a scientology group? Or am I not making sense? I'm kind of enoying this confusion at the same time as hating it. I DO however know that I dig the new look. 1920s election look. It's slimming.
Ugh. They really are my favorite lost cause.

Anyway, I'm meeting 'That's So Ravens'' Raven Symone today. She's at Wal Mart. Hah. I'm a little excited. Well, mainly because there will be a bunch of girls (hopefully) who will like music, and I shall promote there!! Oh joy. Hopefully I won't get attacked for gumbling over the Jonas Bronas shirts that 86% of them will probably be wearing.

So I haven't 'blogged' in a while. Sorry. I've been running to every local concert in the Shoppingcartmobile since the first day of summer. I can't believe I start next week. School really isn't the place I want to be. At all. Ever. Hopefully the sooner it starts, the quicker it will end.

So like every human on this earth, I have an opinion.
My dad would kill me if he knew I liked Obama.
Hypathetically speaking. He would never actually kill me.
The NEW Fall Out Boy album comes on on Election day, MEANING that IF my dad is in a GOOD mood he will BUY me the album. YES. So smart.

I've taken some new pictures. I'll post them soon. It's all a part of my plans. Yes, plural. PLANS.

have a nice day.

I SHALL OBEY THE MIGHTY WENTZ.

smilingontheinside — 2008-08-23T07:54:00Z

No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No. NO.
What? The church of Tom Cruise is starting to get on my nerves. Now it seems that Wentz has converted. I mean, it's toatlly fine, believe what you want. But just the whole...era of things. Nevermind. It's too hard to explain. Not even my completely mad mind can come up with explanitory words.

In other news, ZOMGGUYSIGOTMYNEWPHONEZ. Yes, I did, and I love it. I'm such a spoiled person, so demanding, so relient upon new age technology. It's an awful habit, really. The internet, my phone, tv, you name it. I'm just lost in this vast world of fabulous equiptment.

Did you guys notice my new vocabulary? It's larger. I've been reading more. David Levithan is my hero, his books fill my endless amounts of free time. I read 'The Relem Of Possibility' and I highly recommend it. It's interesting when you hear short bits about different teenagers lives.

I'm beating myself up over this slacking in creativity. Bill Beckett just pulls a bunch of lyrics out of his songs and writes a 'blog' that makes a lot of sense. I want to do that some day. Only it will be weird, and have the location of a secret egyption relec.

I'm digging the whole Sparkle P33N thing, just to put that out there for anyone who cares. I'm not posting anything, because I don't know what to do...maybe I should quit. Hmmm...NAH. I will post something. I feel like groups like that and Buzznet OG's are all in on some type of secret. Like and inside joke. MAYBEH!! Or maybe I shouldnt've mixed the red and purple Monsters with the Rockstar the other night.

THAT MIGHT JUST BE IT!!

I'm not gonna keep up this whole 'Once a week blog' thing. I hate timed things. I'm just gonna write when I feel like it. YEAAAA BOIII. (p.s. i hate that.)

have a nice day.

Z0MGBL0GT1M3

smilingontheinside — 2008-08-20T09:34:00Z

I'm sick of you lazy people. NUMBERS ARE NOT LETTERS. They're not. The alphabet does not have the number '3' in it. They don't even look like letters. If you were dyslexic, and you looked at a 3, maybe you would think it's an E. Maybe. To get to the point, just stop.

Bernie Mac died. I'm not happy, but I'm not depressed. His eyes scared me. May he and his bulging eyes R.I.P.

(moment of silence.)

DID ANYONE NOTICE HOW FALL OUT BOY HAS BEEN DROPPING HINTS ABOUT THEIR NEW ALBUM AND NEW WORK OR IS IT JUST ME?
I get so excited over them, I hate it when they take a long time though. They must be pulling a Panic At The Disco on us. Whaa?!

P.S.A.::: I have about 4 people who have commented me and told me that they like my 'blogs', so I will keep them up. I know you all care so much.

It's been 15 days. I have no phone. For 15 days, a teenage girl walks around the world with out a phone. It's a challenge. It should be in the Olympics, no joke. I think I should win the gold medal. 15 days.

I want some chocolate milk.

Until next time, dear readers. (HAH!)

Why So ....

smilingontheinside — 2008-08-17T00:20:00Z

I bet you thought I'd be cliche, and say 'serious', right?
Well, sorry. No.
I couldn't possibly copyright him, not the Joker. I mean, he's really an interesting person. I like how he gives 19.3 million different reasons as to WHY he has 'those scars'.

Yeah, you guessed it. I just saw the movie. Now my best friend is in the other room writing Brendon Urie fanfictions. HOW DOES THAT GO DOWN??

My random pic of the day....(above)

I'm cutting down the blogging to ONCE A WEEK. And I'm gonna start uploading more pictures, because those seem to be what people really look at.

Did you notice how cool Batman really is?
I have two favorite quotes from that movie.

1. "Madness is like gravity. All you need is a little push." - The Joker.

2. "You either die a hero, or live long enough to see yourself become the villian." - Two-face.

Have a nice day.

So..What if...

smilingontheinside — 2008-08-15T20:56:00Z

So, What if:

Pete Wentz ran a car into your house?

William Beckett kissed you(girl) and then admitted he was gay?

You accidently told Jessica Simpson the truth, and said that no one cares about her dramatic 'abuse' she went through?

You ate the bubble gum feeling Ashlee Simpson's music gives you?

Your best friend became the Joker, and you became Batman?

You plan a concert and then suddenly you have people stalking you on myspace?

Travis McCoy reminded everyone how many times he is capable of saying 'sexy' in a song and make it sound freakishly good?

You became the Incredible Hulk, but wore green pants and had purple skin?

Life suddenly changed, and instead of real people, we all became anime characters?

You wanted to thank all of the people that have commented and buzzed your posts?

You sang 'L.G. Fuad' at the top of your lungs and got yelled at for dropping an 'F-bomb'?

You thought you were going to sleep, but just glanced at the clock and noticed it was 12:02?

I ask this random crap to myself everyday,

What are your answers?!

It's Not Like I Have A Life Or Anything.

smilingontheinside — 2008-08-14T15:58:00Z

My life has resorted to useless 'blogs' and now surveys? Great. Hah.

1) How are you at the moment?
Anxious.
2) Why?
Well, there is this hoodie at Americal Apparal that I've been stalking, and my mom said she'd drive me across town to get it.
3) Give me 5 bestest persons at buzz.
Copyright, Xblanksface, Emsaro, Trohmanickid, Carascene
4) Do you like yourself?
Sure. I'm the weirdest person I know, though.
5) What do you like to do in your free time?
Pretend to dye my hair with Crayola markers. That doesn't happen often though.
6)Do you think you're able to do everything you'd like to[right now, from that place, are you confident enough //not in future]?
Yes, I think I could. If I gave it my all.
7) Do you think fighting make any sense?
Only when Pete Wentz does it.
8) Was last question clever?
Not to put you down, but no.
9) Which places you'd like to visit?
Anywhere but Michigan.
10)Honestly, give me one person from buzz, who made you feel special, like their friend? why?
Troh/Meghan/Trohmanickid. We talk a lot, and she always listens to me. She's a really good friend.
11) What kind of cell phone do you have?
FUCK YOU. My phone got wrecked when my friend pulled me into a pool.
12) would you like to have (new) one?
Yes, considering the fact that my old Razr is dead and filled with chemicals.
13)Do you like to smile?
Yes!
14) write poems?
Indeed. But they suck.
15) eat?
Do I like to eat? Yes. I'm at least part human, so...yeah.
16) english?
I'm fluent.
17) french?

Excause moi?
18)slovene?
They don't have that option on the igoogle translator.
19) polish?
No!
20) sports?
Soccer and snowboarding.
21) internet?
I'm an addict to my worst fear.
22) Do you think life gets better or worse day by day?
Nope. I try to stay postive.
23) Are you nervous or calm person?
Depends on the situation
24) Is there any message you'd like to tell the world?
Stop messing with celebrities. If you leave them alone, maybe they will go away.
25) What's your favourite line in the song?
I'm not sure. I can't pick, I have a list in my heart. (Cliche yet true.)
26) The cuttest thing you've ever heard?
"I want to hold your hand."
27) Do you love your parents?
Yes!
28)What would you do if tomorrow is the last day of your life?
Tell people what I think of them, prank call the president, become one with earth, stop pollution and global warming, as well as become Americas Next Top Model.
29)Do you often think about death?
Yes, more than a normal person should. Sometimes thinking about it makes me realize that I'm alive, not just in some type of scripted play. Not in a bad way like suicidal. Er...this is a weird question.
30) is this the last question?
Uh, considering the fact that there are none below, yes.

I tage whoever read this. HA.

Brilliance, and Press?

smilingontheinside — 2008-08-14T15:33:00Z

Press? What the fuck.

Olivia, meet the press. They are here to ask weird questions and make you and your friend Emily pose with pictures of the bands that you promote. No worries, they'll just make you look like an ass.

That's how I deal. I talk to myself. I'm probably not the only one!!

Sara (xblanksface) called this a blog. HAH! Is it a blog? I didn't know that. Thank you. She's really quite brilliant, you know. 'I Don't Date Pixels' is a quote people should live by.

I feel like watching 'Sixteen Candles'. Right now. The chinease guy is calling, the nerds in the bathroom are currently holding a pair of undies and it's all beckoning me to watch.

I just realized that I have 4 different topics going on. Is that how a blog goes?

The next time Pokemon is on I pledge to you, that I shall sing along to the theme song and wear my 'Ash' hat. I promise.

I plan on making Britney and Paris fall in love. Or maybe Lindsay and Paris. Or Lindsay and Britney. I know she's open to anyone. Maybe even Miley Cyrus. (I need to stop making fun of them!)

Is this what I've let my life fall to? Writing short paragraphs (more like sentances) on random obvious things? Not very origanal. :[

:[ :] :) :( >:O ;D D: :{D :}D D}: D{:
No matter how creative your smiley seems, it's still a mixture of letters, colons, semi colons and paranthesis. I know it's not what you want to hear, but it's the sad truth.

Have a good day. Thanks for reading another one of my 'blogs'....

LAWL. (a.k.a. lol....)

Forever Young

smilingontheinside — 2008-08-14T15:21:52Z

My sister accidently deleted it, but I re-posted it. :] CREDITS TO KATY FOR TAKING IT.

No Offense,

smilingontheinside — 2008-08-13T13:02:00Z

But WHO THE HELL SAID THAT THEY COULD STOP MAKING CARMEL uh...what's it called? MOCHA FRAPPACHINO THINGYS AT STARBUCKS?!

Come onnn! That's the only reason I put up with the high prices and the stupid names. But to take the carmel mocha thing away?! How could you?

Also, I want to know how HannaBeth got the part in the Summer Hair music video. She wrote a journal saying that she didn't even hear the song when she got the part. Oh well. She didn't show up much in it, I think my favorite part was when William poured beer onto Sisky's head. Poor Adam.

Shockingly, today I do not have a topic of rant. Maybe I should have people tell me what to write about. Hmmm....maybe.

My new favorite thing to do is to harass people like Audrey Kitching. Sorry, Audrey, but you make it so fun.

I'm tired of hearing about Paris Hilton and Britney Spears. FUCKING LEAVE THEM ALONE! IT'S GETTING OLD.
What if Paris and Britney became a couple? I mean, I know Paris is 'commited' or whatever, but I think it would be amusing. They could be Britis or Parney.

It sucks when you fall off your bike and your cuts seems to NEVER heal.' But that's just the way the cookie crumbles.'
Yes, I just quoted Bruce Almighty.

Yeah, so that's all for today folks. Go play some bad mitten and tell me how it wentz. (Ha!)

F4NG5 UP Y0!

smilingontheinside — 2008-08-12T20:24:44Z

CREDITS TO KATY FOR BEING MY MODEL

I Can Picture You And Me On That.

smilingontheinside — 2008-08-12T20:24:42Z

INTERNET ATTACK!!!!

smilingontheinside — 2008-08-12T19:54:00Z

The internet is taking over.
I mean it.

Do you ever notice it when:

Whenever you go somewhere with a friend, they stop to take myspace pictures.
Someone looks at a new book, or movie poster and says 'I saw that on google'.
People ruin the ends of books by looking at it the internet.
You fly to your computer when you get home.
You feel as if you may pass out if you don't update your myspace/blog in the next 5 hours.

If you've ever done that. You have internet addiction.

You should read a book. They're amazing. They have words and paper pages. Sometimes they lead you to dreams.

You should check out some sports, like soccer or skiing or golf.

Write a book. Keep a journal, and write about things that have happened in your day.

JUST STOP WITH THE INTERNET. IT'S TAKING OVER YOUR LIFE.

(This was a poorly written, and less creative version of xblankface's vlog about getting off your ass and doing something.)

Friendshit. I mean, Friendship.

smilingontheinside — 2008-08-11T10:30:00Z

Welcome to day 2 of my random antics.

Todays topic, is Friendshit. I mean, Friendship:

Does it ever bother you, when someone says that you're best friends, and then just stops talking to you? Then the person starts to treat you differently? And talk down to you? Maybe begin to hurt your feelings, and blow off dates? Possibly hang out with other people, and forget about you? Not answer your phone calls?

My dear reader, you are experiencing what I call 'Friendshit'. The person once known as 'Best friend' or 'Friend' has now flipped the tables, and you are now suffering negative thoughts about yourself. When a person starts to feel 'Friendshit' they may begin to feel sad, upset, mad, pissed, negative, left out, and/or shitty. Others, who may have not even liked their once 'Best Friend' or 'Friend' in the first place, may begin to feel relieved, happy, peaceful, tired, bored, relaxed, blissful, and/or carefree.

Friendshit isn't good stuff. Bottem line.
So let's stay friendly, buzznet/FOE?

I'm Mad As Rabbits.

smilingontheinside — 2008-08-10T21:36:00Z

I think I might be. I could be. I never make sense to anyone but myself, and when I do make sense to others, I don't understand myself. Did you get that? I kind of did. Some things I don't get. Like how my creativity is wasted by little meteocre things like the pictures I post, and the journals I had. They seemed to be a waste of the 'growing creativity' that I had bottled away.

I think maybe it's time I take a Fresh Start. Maybe. Journal-wise, yes. I want to write things that people actually want to read. I think that'd be brilliant. Maybe. I want people to question me on my opinion, and tell me that the things I believe are wrong. But, not all the time do people get what they want.

I'm Mad.

I'm Tired.

I'm up at 1:01 a.m.

Maybe I should sleep?

Everything Seems Planned

smilingontheinside — 2008-08-10T21:24:25Z

But it's a set list.... It's supposed to be planned.

I Have Interesting Friends In Holy Spaces

smilingontheinside — 2008-08-10T21:23:21Z

My friend Jon a.k.a. the Merch Guy for the opening act What Happened In Vegas dressed up as a Hot Dog to try and get the crowd pumped up. You know what? It worked.